My Emily

Today there is no school for u. No dress u up in wonderful outfits. People just dont know how 

hard it is for us. I want to pack that lunch, put ur hair

up in ties. Outfit that sets ur blue eyes off. How much 

I dont get to do. Cause ur gone. No tie ur shoes for u.

U tell us to go cause u want to be a big girl. My girl life 

just not fair when u think about. Daddy miss u alot. He

looks at ur pic. He even wears the arm bands in momery

of u. U had him tight around your finger. I wish I could 

give him another child. But having u almosted killed me.

We want to adopt but no one wont let us. We just want

to love another child. When people ask what we want.

We told them child to love, is that so bad. I dont think

so. I have seen so many kids died like you did. No one 

listen baby girl. But We try so hard. Well need to get 

off here. J and K get out of school in a few. I have to 

say they such help when I'm missing u. They keep mommy

so busy. I dont have time to stop. fun huh. Just like 

u kept me busy. Well now you be good. love u lots.

Mommy